If one day, after so many years have passed
and I still can't stop thinking about you
then it's not what you have did to me
nor what I have did with you
nor what we have did together
It's just my stubbornness of unwilling to let go of you
It's just my stupidity of not giving up on you
If one day, after so many years
and I still can't stop thinking about you
that person in my mind will not be you anymore
It's just a fantasy I made up myself
to protect myself from the reality
to cover up the missing part where it's suppose to be
Yes, It was a regret, It was a mistake
that leave my heart a permanent scar
Yes, It was you who lifted me up so high into the heaven
and cast me down to rot in hell
Yes, It was you who entangle my body
and petrify my legs
so that I can never reach not even the light or dust of you
My soul was trapped in this lonely cell
and no gods can help me
no angels will save me
for I'm a sinful man with mistakes so wrong to correct
with a love so wrong to crucify
let me forever live in the shadow
watching you from a distance
where lights can never reach me
In the darkest place below the heaven
where you can never see me
-By Mr. Khor-
